'Miracles, you said
Baby yes, God's gifts are miracles

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If you can think of someone more nonsensical than me, tell me!!
That person is so going to be my friend:D


I'M SO IN LOVEE
The few ♥ of my life are Korkor, Fatcat and Shufang, the times we've spent together are indefinately NOT forgotten:D I ♥ Green, Red, Turqoise and Grey (quite currently). Ice creams like Ben & Jerry, Venezia and Haagendazs, are SUPER ♥. Eating ice-cream while watching the MOON and STARS is definately my type of ROMANCE:D:D I ♥ to read novels and go to Kinokuniya, Harris and whatever bookstore is available. Sunflower is ♥♥♥ and so is the BIG BIG MOON~! I ♥ LASALLE:D And the fact school starts only in AUGUST!!!

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Monica Sheena Korkor(: Pet Shufang Shanel

Monday, June 04, 2007, 2:31 PM

IT WAS SUCCESSFUL!?


YES!? IT WAS!? OUR CAMP WAS A SUCCESS((:


as usual i hate the leaving camp feeling. where you know the only time you can meet the rest is only during qu tuan activities and qu tuan meetings. where you know there aint anymore time for you to feel emo. where there aint times you praise the loud, sing your lungs out, hug and sway with the people beside you.

what i miss of everything was the P&W session. its always the songs that touch me, reminding me about the time when i've just joined legion. jxy, a place where i found new friends, a place where i sing my lungs out. a place where there's friends to hug and sway. its hard to find lasting friendship, through these camp and all, i know this is the place where i can find my comfort, my shelter and my friends. friends that are close to my heart, it was proved to me this zmy when i was touched cause at the time i really needed help, i got my help from other ygz(s). they had their own programs to care they could have just dropped me out but they each let out a helping hand and got me standing. i know i counldnt have gone far without them and in my heart im really grateful to them. they gave me another chance. another chance to prove to myself and others that i could do things. i really miss everyone, those ygz people, those campers, but i miss my korkor the most. this song is for korkor:

SPIRIT WINGS
some birds live in cages
they sing a quiet song
and like them i oculd sing for only you
but loud, your love released me
to sing a different song

*spirit wings
you lift me over all the earthbound things
and like a bird my heart is flying free
i'm soaring on the song your spirit brings
Oh lord of all
you let me see a vision of your majesty
you lift up
and carry me on your spirit wings

now when your life confines me
i just look to you
and soon my heart is soaring high above
troubles look much smaller
from your point of view
lifted up on spirit wings of love

i remembered that night we sang this song i told korkor when i sang this song he was in my mind the whole time. to me, this song is so special cause it reflects on how korkor helped me, through not only this camp but last year's jxy. how he lifted me on his arms and carried me through part my life. how korkor cared for me and how he cried when he got so worried for me. didnt know that a camp last year brought a turning point to my life. god gave me this korkor. (10/ 10/ 06) just in a blink of an eye, from strangers to being someone close. from someone i thought was not worth my attention to someone i can never afford to lose. and i always thank you god, for giving me him, letting him take such a good care of me. after this camp that i've tried my best to savage, i hope it was something. even if it meant a little, at least something.

I MISS EVERYONE!?

AND ESP. YOU MY KORKOR..

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