'Miracles, you said
Baby yes, God's gifts are miracles
Mag♥
If you can think of someone more nonsensical than me, tell me!!
That person is so going to be my friend:D
I'M SO IN LOVEE
The few ♥ of my life are Korkor, Fatcat and Shufang, the times we've spent together are indefinately NOT forgotten:D
I ♥ Green, Red, Turqoise and Grey (quite currently).
Ice creams like Ben & Jerry, Venezia and Haagendazs, are SUPER ♥.
Eating ice-cream while watching the MOON and STARS is definately my type of ROMANCE:D:D
I ♥ to read novels and go to Kinokuniya, Harris and whatever bookstore is available.
Sunflower is ♥♥♥ and so is the BIG BIG MOON~!
I ♥ LASALLE:D And the fact school starts only in AUGUST!!!
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Friday, August 17, 2007, 11:41 AM
its just one promise i wish i could tell him. one selfish, childish promise. i just wish she wouldn't fall in love with those two numbers. the only two numbers that gave me all the memories, that only two numbers that brought the both of us together. how selfish, how childish am i.
i guess the things that i do at times make me feel that I'm so silly, so gullible. it's silly to hold on to things that i know don't exist anymore. To believe that that i'd forget you when i don't see you. To make myself busy so i wouldn't think. To believe in promises people make. To talk to people so i don't feel so lonely. BUT, at the end of the day when i tuck myslef into bed, those questions, those cut, they return back to me and hurt me even deeper.
I guess i'm really starting to LOVEEEE school. except those stupid waterbaby fights happening in class 3DEE. but everything else seems to be going right for me:D homeworks, i'm still trying my best to clear all, maths, i'm starting to listen in class and i'm starting to understand!? I FEEL SO PROUD OF MYSELF.XD IM LISTENING IN CLASS AND DOING MY HOMEWORK!?!?
somehow when i think that things are starting to go well, i feel so unsecured, so un-confident. but whatever i do, i always remember one sentence someone i love told me "dont worry about tomorrow.." and so i always refuse to worry about how my tomorrow will turn out.
today's training i could say was SHITTYY for me. even though jokes were made, sometimes it isn't even funny, it's actually hurting. think about it, put yourself in that person's shoe. if you were to be said like this, wouldn't you walk off too.? and this childish little acts made me really pissed off today that i almost took my stuff and just walk out from training. i was ready to just leave like this, so i could say it was lucky that they settled all these before anyone walked out. and just one thing i heard made my mood worse. just that ONE THING said that made my heart feel as if it had been stepped on and stabbed.
FRIENDS.somehow they always seem to be the ones making me smile again. the lame-ness bird show me. the retarded-ness ting shows that make me laugh. the guailan-ness that fang shoots:D and more, more concern from others. they somehow just make me laugh and smile even when i cry. I REALLY LOVE YOU PEOPLE!?XD
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