'Miracles, you said
Baby yes, God's gifts are miracles
Mag♥
If you can think of someone more nonsensical than me, tell me!!
That person is so going to be my friend:D
I'M SO IN LOVEE
The few ♥ of my life are Korkor, Fatcat and Shufang, the times we've spent together are indefinately NOT forgotten:D
I ♥ Green, Red, Turqoise and Grey (quite currently).
Ice creams like Ben & Jerry, Venezia and Haagendazs, are SUPER ♥.
Eating ice-cream while watching the MOON and STARS is definately my type of ROMANCE:D:D
I ♥ to read novels and go to Kinokuniya, Harris and whatever bookstore is available.
Sunflower is ♥♥♥ and so is the BIG BIG MOON~!
I ♥ LASALLE:D And the fact school starts only in AUGUST!!!
Credits
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Monica
Sheena
Korkor(:
Pet
Shufang
Shanel
jxy 2007
Wednesday, December 05, 2007, 1:40 AM
JING XIU 2007
"true friendship comes when the silence between two people is comfortable."
i've just read many others blog. and i realised how much i missed this camp. this camp felt really different, like being in another world. like monica, in other camps i've always wanted to be pulled out cause of a match or training. but this camp just felt different. i had to leave on the second day morning just for my match,i was worried, i was worried for my program, for everything. i wanted to know what was happening and what happened. and i msged to find out.
when the 3rd and 4th day came, it felt as though only a day had past and no one wanted wanted to leave. recon this year really touched me deep, its probably because of the theme "rebuild friendship, renewing friendship".this theme hit me a lot. it's true how friends play a great role in life. and in this time of my life, i know that legion friends are friends who are there unconditionally, they are there always. those hugs and everything, they were what i exactly needed, comfort. just those hugs said everything that came from your hearts. THANK YOU.
when the last night came and the songs and prayer came i felt everything went wrong, i broke down. i hated the feeling when i knew something was wrong but i didnt have the guts to take over. but a hug here and there got me settled down. thank you chris for that "DONT GIVE A SHIT!" ehhs(: you've helped me a lot along the way. you've been there for me when i needed your help. you gave me a hug when i really needed one. you told everything was fine when i needed to know that. you told me i did well even when i thought i did shit. THANK YOU. its really been a long journey for the past half a year(:
she done such a good job. i felt her struggling, her happiness the first time. i wanted to help, i offered to help. i told her to smile, she did. we helped each other through rough times, and thats what i call friends(:
my group leader, i've pestered him for meetings the past helf a year, i wanted things completed. i'm sorry i didn't stap in even when i felt you needed help. i wanted to help but i just didnt dare. it was just me. SORRY. i tried my best to help for the songs but i felt i didnt do enough, and i guess its true, i really havent done enough.
cuiling, jojo, jerome and mark. thank you for helping during plannings.when my ideas were rejected, all of youre tried giving ideas. THANK YOU!
thank you for helping, even on the last night. those tears were cause i felt i failed cause you had to step in. and i really didnt want this camp to end so fast. those late night and no sleep really paid off, they were worth it. they were worth it for the joy seen in the campers, in us(:
the quote at the start was a quote nigel pasted on the wall during precamp. this quote was the one that stayed in my mind the longest, the one that had the most inpact on me. and when i just came back from camp, my siao de told me that the silence between us wasnt weird. when she told me that i was really touched, i just felt really heart warmed, to have such a good friend, such a close friend. she means a lot.
during jxy, during recon night, the silence was felt, those hugs were just heartwarming. we could stand there not abe to say anything but understand each other's feelings by just a hug. and for me all these i felt were just little things that made someone feel good, much better.
its the end of jxy, and like all the other people, no one wants it to end. but it's ended. but it's the start of a new friendship for some, and the turning point for some. I LOVE YGZs and the campers(: I LOVE JXY 2007!?
though this song is in nigel's blog but i feel that it depicts us ygz's journey towards this camp, and our life journey. and every little thing just means a lot to me, the pen that was given by our ying zhang, nigel,and this camp(:
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