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'Miracles, you said
Baby yes, God's gifts are miracles
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Saturday, March 22, 2008, 1:25 AM
Just like my dear Viv and fat cat wishes, I am here to revive my blog. So... fat cat, your blog has been revived.? GOSH! I beat you in seeing whose blog is the most dead.? ROAR.I haven't blogged in like more then 1 whole month. Isn't this some record breaking.? wheets! The term break wasn't a term break at all. Every single day was school, how bored is life! And first week of school isn't like first week. Every thing's so cramp, sports day is over and pft and cross country is coming. Sports day, same like how every year's sports day is, just ending much earlier. And it was much sunnier, no rain! So much of crapping. My days are rainy, the sun has yet to rise. Misty clouds, the sky has yet to clear. I miss the sun, I miss my clouds. I've lost track of time, I've lost track of my road in life, I've lost track of studies and everything. Instead of knowing where I'm walking, it seems like every day's a new adventure for me, something I'm always worried. Unsure of what I'll meet ahead, whether I'd fall, whether there would be anybody to pick me up. And in the first place whether I had the strength and whether I even wanted to stand up. I've always wanted to sit there, maybe giving up on myself and everything I had. Somehow, there is always an invisible strength, pulling me up every time I'm about to give up. Living is difficult, no one said it was easy. Silence is torture, no one said that talking fills the silence. Emptiness is fire, fire that burns my heart. Life now feels torturing instead of happy. Labels: Mist (Back to top, Baby!) |
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