'Miracles, you said
Baby yes, God's gifts are miracles

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If you can think of someone more nonsensical than me, tell me!!
That person is so going to be my friend:D


I'M SO IN LOVEE
The few ♥ of my life are Korkor, Fatcat and Shufang, the times we've spent together are indefinately NOT forgotten:D I ♥ Green, Red, Turqoise and Grey (quite currently). Ice creams like Ben & Jerry, Venezia and Haagendazs, are SUPER ♥. Eating ice-cream while watching the MOON and STARS is definately my type of ROMANCE:D:D I ♥ to read novels and go to Kinokuniya, Harris and whatever bookstore is available. Sunflower is ♥♥♥ and so is the BIG BIG MOON~! I ♥ LASALLE:D And the fact school starts only in AUGUST!!!

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Monica Sheena Korkor(: Pet Shufang Shanel

Saturday, March 22, 2008, 1:25 AM

Just like my dear Viv and fat cat wishes, I am here to revive my blog. So... fat cat, your blog has been revived.? GOSH! I beat you in seeing whose blog is the most dead.? ROAR.

I haven't blogged in like more then 1 whole month. Isn't this some record breaking.? wheets! The term break wasn't a term break at all. Every single day was school, how bored is life! And first week of school isn't like first week. Every thing's so cramp, sports day is over and pft and cross country is coming. Sports day, same like how every year's sports day is, just ending much earlier. And it was much sunnier, no rain!

So much of crapping. My days are rainy, the sun has yet to rise. Misty clouds, the sky has yet to clear. I miss the sun, I miss my clouds. I've lost track of time, I've lost track of my road in life, I've lost track of studies and everything. Instead of knowing where I'm walking, it seems like every day's a new adventure for me, something I'm always worried. Unsure of what I'll meet ahead, whether I'd fall, whether there would be anybody to pick me up. And in the first place whether I had the strength and whether I even wanted to stand up. I've always wanted to sit there, maybe giving up on myself and everything I had.

Somehow, there is always an invisible strength, pulling me up every time I'm about to give up. Living is difficult, no one said it was easy. Silence is torture, no one said that talking fills the silence. Emptiness is fire, fire that burns my heart. Life now feels torturing instead of happy.

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