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'Miracles, you said
Baby yes, God's gifts are miracles
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Saturday, January 24, 2009, 9:16 PM
So much so for having an OTC meeting today, demoralised. TOTALLY! Just today I found out how much hope I had in this planning group and how much hope I had in this camp. But also today, I found out how much I was disappointed in my planning group. CRAP! Like what people always say, don't hold an expectation of anything cause when it fails, you get really really disappointed. THAT, is how I feel at this point in time.Met up with Cuiling and surprisingly we chatted till the topic of legion. The really sad and drama mama part, leaving. It is really expected that I would leave legion right in the middle of this year or something. And that's what she thought as well, but now, I'm still staying. How long? I'm still not sure. And, my very last of the last motivation is Chan. If he leaves, thats it. Nothing to do with the 'joining for Mother Mary not your friends' thing. It's just ME. As we chatted about all these stuff I realised how attached we are to this bonded family. The things we've gained as well as the knowledge we want to pass down. All things are great, REALLY. The many common things we have in legion includes the many memories of camps and other activities. Well, I guess leaving would cause a great emotional impact on all of us. As seen, we really love each other to the CORE. ^^ Other than these emotional-crazy-nuts-shit paragraph. Today, I've found out more things than I should. I hope I'll have the strength to stay on. With that sentence of encouragement, I hope I'll stay on in legion. And with a 'be happy always! SMILE!', I'll try to work on my smile. ^^ I really really do miss korkor and zzz right at this point. :( (Back to top, Baby!) |
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